I miss you.
I miss your smile and your shining kindness.
I miss your brilliant mind and searing wit.
I miss your warmth, your spark, your energy.
I miss the servant, warrior, crone, teacher.
I miss your mystic heart.
I miss the winter wind that blows through your soul.
I miss the hellos that felt like hugs.
I miss the laugh I could live inside forever.
I miss the softness under your armor.
I miss you.
I’m sorry.
I’m heartbroken.
I’m so, incredibly, stupid.
I’m thankful.
Thankful you exist-
Miracle, friend.
I’m hopeful.
Hoping somehow, someway
We will meet again.